Sunday, February 26, 2012

Diversion



WTF when it rains it pours.  A super stud former athlete for Australia with body fat of about 4 % just told me he loves me and wants to date me.  24 hours after Middle Eastern banker said he loves me.  WTF I go 31 years with being told I am loveable then I hear it from 2 studs in the same week.  Totally fucked.
He is now the CEO of one of Australia big companys so I am guessing  on 700k a year and he has children as well.

Stay focused, on banker, just know some one else thinks they love me.  Good plan Bridget

Love on the Rise



Wonderful news, I have a new love on the rise.  He is a 39 year old banker, Middle Eastern my favorite and confesses to be being madly in love with me.  The sex is the best of my life, and he bought me some very sexy D&G jewlery on our first day we spent together.  I have a new theory that if I can find a cock I don't want to cheat on then I have a good chance of staying in the relationship.  He has a great cock so big I can barely deep throat it at all.  And a lot of love to give I am guessing.  He is a little bossy too, which I am enjoying so far, loving and takes charge, thats usually me.

He is talking about a life together, and we are living that already.  Shopping for house stuff etc.  He seems really set up, loving and sexy, all pretty good, best of all really into me and shows it all the time and tells me he is.
My friends tell me how incredibly lucky I am and I tend to agree with them.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Slavery, The Good Kind



A quick up date on things.  I was really down for about 3 weeks and couldn't shake it, a bit part of it went away yesturday after an excellent interview for a big $500 k job in Wahroonga, which will probably make me famous if I get it because it is work for a famoous architect and the end house will look like Rose Sidler's Cottage.  The other part started to shift about a week ago, after sleeping for 16 hours I started to believe in love again and the posobility of being able to love one person, which I didn't realize I had lost all faith in.  I wasn't aware how jaded and warn down I had become by life. So with my new found enthusiasm for thinking that perhaps I would like to love one person only, something that has never seemed to appealled to me before, I set sail into life.

But only 2 days after my new belief in love some one off Scruff contacted me about being my slave.  He wants me to be his master.  So it sounds like fun to me, and I hope to start today, he will do everything for me he says, and likes to be humilated.  My friends sound jealous that I have a slave, but oh well.  Last night slave told me he was actually straight untill recently and has never been fucked.  So I have a decent looking sexy Italian straight boy beging to be my personal, domestic and sex slave...... I guess sometimes life throws me a life raft...

Went on a date with a famous male modle yesturday by my pool, it was a sunbaking date.  He seemed very uninterested in comparsion to the feelings of love he had told me he had for me over the phone the night before. Very up set at how quickly he changed his tune, so I phoned him up and confronted about him about his ficklness.  He said he was just tired and wanted to see me again!! WTF? really you just left me alone when we could have been fucking but you want to see me again? strange.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

I Need A Win



Business is bad, I have no love life.  I want a win, I can't seem seem to catch one in any area of my life.  Jaded is the word De Jour.  Lots of sex, lots of dates, no one seems to like me.  Im being snobbed by guys who I think I am a much better than they are, I think they are nice, but they are not interested.  Is there no one out there who can see any value in me??

I'm a catch God dame you!

Who told you that? Your Mother?

Not even she did.

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Dagerous Liaisons


I am in a pickle.  I am scared to put this out here, but I am sick of wearing condoms.  I am sick and tired of Macdonnalds grade sex, I want a proper meal.  I still don’t want a relationship.  So how I am supposed to have condom free sex safely?  I only just realized how dangerous I am becoming.  I don’t know what to do about it, someone said try the new zero condoms they feel like not wearing one, so I will try that next time.  Lots of guys must get to this stage.  HIV contractions is apparently most common in the 30’s as guys become less caring about themselves….i.e me.

How did I get to this place, no one warned me about this.