Show Down at the OKay Coral

after being sick for month, Cabin fever had set in.  Needed a night out, all possible party buddies were out of town so I had to go it alone.  A randon invited me to the beresford so I thought I would chance it.  Afraid of seeing my guy out with his friends, and me with non, was on my mind, and sure enough as soon as I walked in the door he was there, friendly but aloof, drug aloof I think. Made a friend there, than his best friend decieded she liked my new friend and started chasing her.  So I ended up having my first ever night out with him and met most of his friends.  He was so fun to watch, the reasons I like him were there infront of me.  He ignored me all the night, so I spent it getting to know his best friend I think I did a good job winning her over, Ill need her on side.  There was a straight first grade football player there chasing her, but as she is in a lesbian phase she wasnt really interested, so he would come over to me and get me to kiss his neck, and give him a hickie!  He wanted a hickie off me.... it was very sexy.  Later in the night the drugs he was on must have been wearing off, because I kissed him again and stuck my tounge in his ear..... he didnt like it and acted pissed off! oops.

There is a darkness in my guy.  Im learning to deal with it.  He is an idiot. But he makes my life better than anyone else.....so my next step is to try and replicate the way he relates to the world, because the way he has set up his life, and interacts with the world works.... it really does.  He is the centre of his own universe, and I look for other people to make mine.  I need to copy what he does, because it is attractive, people are drawn to a self centered energy, it makes me and others feel that he is adding your world.  Left the club at 7 am with out him.  He will be a fool to let me get away.  I have learnt so much off him.  I hope he is smart enough to learn to lose the darkness, I can help him with that.  Im not sure he is learning off me, but maybe he is.  Ive lost 15 kg.  I am getting seriously hot.  I managing to full profession athletes now. Two people told me that I am the hottest guy they have even seen in their life, in the one day.  After another 10 kg to go, and when I have finished copying the things I like about him, It will be time to move on if he hasnt learnt to be loving.  The clock is ticking for both of us