K'naan and Lebanon

When I was driving around Lebanon in my 100,000 $ black Infinity, I found this CD in the CD players, i was blown away.  I saw poverty all around me, poor people struggling all around me.  And here was some one singing about what I was looking at.  There are lots of Black African's in Lebanon sweeping the streets and and every police car had a black person in the back deporting the illegal arrivals.  It upset me alot, the music and the poverty but it was import that I saw how the rest of the world has to live, and yet they keep bringing children into this life of poverty and missery it is hard for me to comprehend how they could do that.

The Most Romantic Hair Cut in the World

I just had one of my all time greatest fantasies happen, and it wasn't even planned and I didn't even know I would ever get to have one like that.

So I booked in for a hair cut at a very mascaline very sexy all male saloon in Parramatta.  The hair dressers are all so sexy and muscly and blokey.  The hottest guy in the place called me over and he was cutting my hair.  He was good, sexy, like one of the best looking guys I have ever seen, intelligent and nice.  Half way through he told me he is a professional foot ball player, and he does this in the off season.  He did the oh so sexual rubbing his cock against my thigh as he cut my hair, which I love when they do that.  I felt a real conection with him, and as I was leaving he gave me his phone number and said, "you know where I work, call me and we will hang out".  I won't name him or his team, but I wish I could.  I probably only wants to be friends but hey who gets hurt if I let my imagination run away with idea that a first grade foot baller is cool enough to be a hair dresser and is into me! wow That was one fantasy come true.

Elton John

A waiter dropped this off to me, he didn't  know me, how did he know?

Went to Elton John in the hunter valley and look who was dancing next to me in the front row, Pauline!   She was having a great time.  But I thought she would have been anti gay? maybe not.  Funny crowd.  average age 55 average income 35K.  Real hard working white australians.  Vicious Bogans as I like to call them.  But they all love Elton John, how crazy.  Got home at 2 am, a long hard drive home, but the tickets were free thanks to a friend and we were practically front row and centre so the best tickets ever! and he is amazing and appretnly very generous to all charities, so I like him for that.

Longines

 Jamie you said to buy myself a watch to celebrate business success, well on my travels I found one brand I like, Longines.  Its me, more than any other, so maybe one day I will.

Infinity FX

When I was in Lebanon I was driving one of these, they are so hot! we can't get them here in Australia, but if we can I think I would buy one, I wonder if this is why guys kept asking me for money they thought I was loaded, strange but true.  About 100K of car they drive so well and are seen as better than BMW x5's over there.

Need

There is no stronger glue in a relationship than need.  Attraction will come and go, but need will keep you together.  Stepping off the kerb into a new relationship has me looking for what needs can I have met in this, and what can she have met with me.
Security would be one
Companionship would be another
Sharing would be another
And maybe high quality sex that come with a regular partner you have feelings for.

My close friends don't have a problem with me switching teams, but I am coping a lot of flack from one person who I think I may have to dump.  Let alone the voice in my head giving me grief that I have to keep in check, mainly about what other people think, I don't have a problem with being ambidextrous at all.

I moved through the weight of being a grown up, and have passed through the fear of being monogamous. I have reached a place of calm, of just being and enjoying and not destroying what is working.


http://www.howcast.com/videos/398268-How-to-Know-if-Youre-in-a-Healthy-Relationship

watch this, sooooo funny how some people think you cliff notes a relationship, A cheat sheet to happiness, I wonder.....

Spelt it with a K

I had follow up conversation with Lebo plumber and I don't think he is happy for me. He says he is but he said " she is a hard girl to impress I doubt you will be able to impress her or hold her attention.". Ouch! A good friend is basically laughing at me saying you two are a chronic miss match..... Ahhhhhhhh lol lol. Yes I know I am batting way-out of my league but she is putting in as much effort in as me! Kunt! I'll show him.