My Best Month Ever

I have just had the best week and best month of my life.  It has been totally amazing and best of all I have been aware of it as its been happening.  I noticed I was having good day after good day and I was getting happier and happier, and one day I stop and thought, wow I am happy, hows that, and you know what I have been happy for a while now.  And best of all there doesn’t seem to be anything on the horizon that will bring me unstuck.  I always get afraid what goes up must come down and the higher I get, the bigger the fall after, but I can’t ruin now with that thinking.  I’ve had the bad times, now are the good times, so enjoy them, they won’t last forever but I don’t expect them to like when I was young, now is ok. 

South American Lover, has been just that, we have been getting better and better  and better in the sack and I would now rate us at 8.5  Two hours of mad fun sex on Saturday night followed by two hours on Sunday morning followed by two hours Monday Night! Brilliant, all fun and spontaneous nothing planned or routine about it.  And all hard and heavy and loving.  He makes me feel like I am the best lover on the planet and tells me so.  And I’m starting to believe him.  Maybe there has never been such a stud as me.  That’s how he makes me feel.  Through all the ages no one can fuck like me.  It really is going to my head that much.  And talk about athletic acrobatic sex.  I pump and pump and flip and twist and change things up  and rock and roll and weave do hand stands and do pushups with all the weight on my big toes and hands and fuck with my whole weight suspended about him with cock going up and down in and out and it’s the only thing to touch him.  It is amazing to watch, and I have a ghetto booty arse of epic proportions, and I catch it in the mirror and it was mesmerizing to  watch pounding away, better than any porn I have ever watched.  He was encouraging me to film it so we can watch latter, and next time I think I will.

I walked into the gym at Darlinghurst tonight which is a very gay gym, and I knew I was having a hot day, I could just feel that I was giving off sexy energy, an sure enough when I walked in half the gym turned round and watched with approval, when you know you’ve got it so does everyone else.